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Silent Prayer
03:38
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No more poetry,
All those words are dead to me.
Just voices, now I'm singing. Just voices.
Oh and it's crystal clear to me now.
Then I knew it. I'd just forgotten.
No more quiet, body open, these voices much alive.
I pay tribute to you now.
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Dust of Yourself
06:05
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Refuse. Misuse. Abuse
Break me down til I am nothing.
Take me for granted now i'm gone.
Hurt me more, i'm used to it.
How i love to feel your pain.
Refuse. Misuse. Abuse.
The only threat is you now.
The way out has been sealed.
If you love me, let me go.
Don't speak. No words. I can tell you how I feel.
I can tell how to feel.
Be better now my little baby I've got you tight and cozy.
In my arms, you will stay.
In my arms you will fade away.
Dust of yourself, blown into the breeze.
Can you bring it back, can you start again.
Refuse. Misuse. Abuse.
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Pain in Progress
03:58
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You cannot escape this, it is too hard.
No matter how you might you try.
It will beat you.
It will break you.
It will crush you.
It will tear you completely apart.
So don't try, cause it's too hard.
Any you know that,
It always ends up the same way.
When you say that it's over and wake up tomorrow begging for more.
No peace.
No purpose.
Intention infested.
Evolution Detested.
A consciousness repeating in time.
Hopelessness,
Repeating insanity
Competing with destiny and cheating Humanity.
a secret exposed, a reality unknown.
You can make a decision NOW!
So give up, Don't you give up on life.
It will shock you and amaze you.
And it hurts to be alive, but i guess that's just part of getting older.
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4. |
Computer Vilolence
03:14
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Life is difficult
It is important we understand that as adults.
But i have found it difficult to change.
To take the broken pieces and rearrange,
The fragmented images into some semblance of sanity
And commit my own vulgar existence to define my mundane humanity.
I find difficult to make it go away.
The shadows hanging on my shoulder,
My problems, and the struggle for today.
I have found as uncomfortable as pain.
To choose with discernment, To pleasure in my own refrain.
I give up
I let it go
I give it up
I let go
Refusing to be haunted by some ghostly memory.
But persist being taunted by my own insanity.
It is a mystery that I am alive.
How do I stay awake.
I know i will survive, I know I will survive.
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Broken Down
06:35
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life is never ending.
always alive.
keep on pretending.
you'll never die.
slowly its going,
slowly your fading.
using your life
losing your mind.
what is this feeling
will i ever learn?
thoughtless projection
easily turned.
to nothing.
walk through your past life, can you even see?
all of the cruelty is left for to me.
All is lost with time.
can't undo the ride.
fear is the lock
piece of mind
fear is the wall
trapped inside
no
Its never over
now or never
even so
We die.
We lie to ourselves
We pretend we're someone else.
there's something Inside
a waste of life
We lie to ourselves
pretending this shell
is who we are
there's nothing
there's nothing after all.
Pain never ending
no joy in reascending
This is my time, this my life
No pain in pretending
the pain never ending
this is my time
this my life
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What used to mean so much
Now means very little.
The life i knew has broken in two
Because the spoon is brittle.
To make the most of this mess that I've made.
To become someone knew again.
Like chance i never gave myself
a second thought to change.
I never questioned why argue.
I force my self closer against the wall
I never questioned why i objectified
I only forced myself deeper and deeper into the hole.
and like those broken bricks
the pieces piled high in time
a wall will grow into, in two again.
Building barriers in mind blocking sights
I will be what i have been what i have been so very long before.
No More
No More
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